What does it matter

in due time eventually all mistakes are unwritten

but if time is a human creation

then choices made will never be forgotten

we are all living a lie until we die

alone in the head

looking for something to hold on to

cling on to as the weather changes

Nothing else matters

it cant be forgotten

the days of the bat cave

those of us who knew it well

but now its over

and there are new bat caves

with new wings

unknown wings

too bad the old wings left

Insecurity

Hidden in the shadows

thats where its the easiest

this apathy prevents the pain

no one knows that your

alone in the dark

covered in paint

behind a mask

living a lie

free of love

walking through the crowd head down

in between the madness

blinded by fear

giving it all up

to never get hurt

covered in paint

behind a mask

living a lie

free of love

you stare in the mirror

and it stares back at you

the person everyone knows

the cloak you wear

it doesn't have to be this way

covered in paint

behind a mask

living a lie

free of love

covered in paint

behind a mask

living a lie

free of love

shaking hands and smiling

trying to pretend like you belong

knowing that it doesn't fit

afraid of everything that is

thinking about what could be

but to weak to show the real you

covered in paint

behind a mask

living a lie

free of love

living a lie

free of love

I have nothing more to say at this point...
Unfortunately my endeavors have not revealed anything new to me

At the age of ten
he asked when
but was told not now
he asked over and over
but he never got the truth

At the age of sixteen
he awoke to a nightmare

At the age of eighteen
he asked what
but this time was told he asks the wrong question
so he did the only thing left
he kept asking questions
but none seemed to create a response

At the age of twenty five
he decided he had been so obsessed that he had lost himself
and became the very thing he hated most
annoying

If walking on the beach is representative of life then let me show you mine
The sand kicked up
while the winds howled
a boy walked alone to a randomly chosen destination
landmarks went noticed but seemed to slip in and out of focus
he passed people by and they would either move with him for a while or just sit there
during the walk his mind wandered but his head was face down
he stared at his feet not forwards nor back

Its time to accept what has happened
the images run forwards and backwards over and over in my head
she walks into the horizon and like that just disappears
it was a goodbye
just like that it came and went
everything is so short
the silhouette is stained in the back of my eyes
forever more i sit in my castle