it slides down the stomach
ranges from one green to hundreds of greens
sweat and effort are used
the water makes the travel easier
it takes longer to make then use
leave some green on the table

Welcome
Hello
Good bye

such short meetings seem to have little effect
but its the memories of those loved ones
that keep everyone alive
dwell on the past
remember the times that made you smile
life moves by really quickly
sometimes we are lucky and get to live with those that are near and dear
others are stripped of that luck
Do not let the time you spend with someone affect your feelings about them
you know if they deserve your love
and if they do
give it to them
never hold back

I lie in bed wanting to fall asleep
always wanting
but i cant
there is something stopping me
i listen attentively
i can hear voices
in the den maybe?
they are shouting
i listen with more intent
what is keeping them up at 3 in the morning?
they are in a fight
the girl is yelling
the guy i suppose is listening
"I DONT CARE ALL YOU DO IS PAY ATTENTION TO OTHER WOMEN"
i cant help but notice that as guys
we want more than one woman in our life
always wanting
but like me we are stuck lying in bed waiting to fall asleep
waiting

The taste lingered in my mouth
The song rings in my ears
You can watch the clock and time seemingly stands still
Or you can wake up each day and act like a machine
and then 4 months will just be gone
the taste lingered
the song rings
day in day out
Rinse repeat
Why look back
because when you look back you can be sure
you control your emotions
if you look for something
you'll find it
What do you look for?

Ever met someone that you don't have much time to spend with
But they definitely have an impact on your life.
People like her don't come often or sometimes even more than once
A smile that can light me up
A free spirit
There for the longest time has been an impenetrable wall around my feelings
Ask anyone
They struggle to get in and few are there
She made it in within days
and now ive looked in my castle
we are unprotected
The wall is broken in many places
Does it matter what she does
Does it matter that we share the same destructive habbit
I doubt it
What we do, does not make us
There is a lot to be learned in life
Now we just have to let ourselves go

And the end came every so slowly approaching
Anti climactic as always
Shall the days ahead renew the process
A new start
The same goal
And then for some people
They rinse and repeat for another set of four years
Times come when everything finally seems to be worth it
And so on this day everything was worth it
That formal name and that little piece of paper mean so much
Time to move on
Time well spent
or time wasted
All i know is that time is never on my side

Trust the brain for it is smarter than the heart
feel not
just let the idea bounce around in the mind
for it knows how to handle things
emotions only slow things down,
get in the way,
hurt
Feelings suffocate
walking by that special person
can stop the heart
but the brain keeps working
no one can stop the brain but yourself
never let anyone control you
never give yourself 100% to someone
the brain tells me this